i need an ugly boo.

seriously! ugly guys will treat a woman like a queen. the better looking the dude, the less he will do for a woman. now when i mean "do for a woman", i'm not talking about materialistic things like buying her stuff or taking her out to expensive dinners, i'm just talking about making her feel special. thats all most women want is to feel special every once in a while. ok, i know you guys are looking at the screen like .."she must be bitter", and maybe i am a little bit. if you have been keeping up with my blogs, you will know there was a guy i was really diggin for a minute. we have been talking and just getting to know each other for about a month now. well, we finally went out on that date friday and everything was great. the movie was good, food was good, and we had fun. there was only one little incident that happened that night that kinda turned me off about him. i would tell you what he did, but i gotta go to class in about 10 minutes and i'm just not in the mood to type it up. anywayz, saturday i told him it kinda bothered me and i that i'm not trying to make a big deal about it, but it was rude and disrespectful to me and not to do it anymore. i didn't yell at him or get an attitude, but i said it in a very pleasant way. he apologized or whateva, but i could sense a little attitude. we changed topic and talked about something else and i wasn't going to bring up the incident anymore.

well, now here it is monday afternoon, and i haven't heard from him since. we normally talk everyday and 95% of the time when i call him, he answers the phone. i called him sunday at about 1pm to see how he was, no answer. that weird, but i'm thinking he's at church. by 8pm, he still didn't return my phone call. i called back at 8pm to talk to him, still no answer. this is looking mighty suspecious. i'm starting to get the hint. we had one little disagreement and now the punk ain't talking to me anymore. aint' that a bytch! that was all it took for him not to talk to me anymore! here i'm thinking that he was a "potential boyfriend" and all it took was one misunderstanding for him to drop me like a bad habit. thats wild. i hate to admit it, but my feelings are a little hurt. well at least i know where i stand. why can't i just meet one cute dude who has a great personalitly and treats me with respect. thats all i want. maybe this is a sign from God saying, "you need to focus on school and not these sorry dudes". *sigh* well yall, i gotta go to class now. be blessed.