have you ever...

have you ever had one of those days where you just feel sad and you don't know why? i guess today is my day. i'm depressed and i don't know why. i mean it could be the fact that its that time of the month ( i know that was TMI). for some reason i keep thinking if i was to disappear off the face of the earth today that no one would care. i know thats not true because i have a very close family unit, but i feel so alone in the world right now. thats funny because i'm a self-proclaim loner. i hate doing the clique thing and always pretty much move to the beat of a different drummer. i'm sitting here listening to one of my old isley brothers cds right now and getting teary-eyed. why, you might ask? i have no clue. i think its the hormones taking over. oh well, didn't mean to depress you guys out there. hopefully next time i will be in a better mood. and this too shall pass.... be blessed.