I'm lightskin, I don't have to put up with this!

lol! i stole my blog quote from this lightskin comedian in the movie "the seat filler". he had me crackin up!

~back to our regular scheduled program~

school: school is going pretty good. i got an A-
in my maymester class. i got an 84% (B) in my accounting class. i could have done way better even though 50% of the class got below a C on that test. the next test i'm striving for an A. also, on wednesday, our class got broken into and some theives stole the computer (again). i need for gsu to have better security! they stole $20,000 worth of computers out the building. guess who gonna pay to replace it... the students!

work: same bullshyt, different day. i definitely have to get a second job for the fall.

"date" life: i actually had a friendly outing (i don't date) yesterday. he cool, i guess. he's a scorpio and i'm a scorpio, so we kinda act alike sorta. we're mysterious so we had a conversaton and at the end...i still didn't learn anything new about him. lol. anyhoo, he's what i call a "nice asshole". my definition of the "nice asshole" is a guy who is an asshole to other people, but nice to you. now i had a boyfriend who was a "nice asshole". you don't mind at first, but when the honeymoon stage of the relationship is over (meaning yall start having real life arguements), he'll start being an asshole to you too. ladies, its okay to hang out with him, but don't to make him your "boo".

i'll just call him "Deebo" because that what he does. lol. for example, we at footlocker and he wants to purchase something. instead of waiting his turn at the back of the line, he just "deebo" his way past everyone and goes to the front and buys it. i'm sittin there thinking i know he didn't just jump line like that. what an asshole! lol. another example, customers are talking to the salesperson about a certain shoe and all of a sudden "Deebo" just deebos his way in front of the other customers and just yells "hey man, i need this shoe in a size 12!" while the other customer was in mid-sentence. again, i'm thinking what an ass! lol. would i hang out with him again? probably. he was a nice asshole.

vent: okay, i gotta vent a minute. now i'm a self admitted loner. meaning i'm fine being by my self most of the time. i can go a month without talking on the phone. i'll leave my phone off for a month and ocassionally check messages. i might send out a text message saying "hey", but thats about it. it's really just one of my "i don't feel like talking to anyone" phase. fellas, if you call a girl, and she don't call u back. let it go! you don't have to leave 500 messages on the voicemail! if a girl want to talk to you, she'll pick up the phone and call you. stop the insanity! it makes you look like a stalker or somethin.

you also don't have to write a long azz email saying "i called you. why didn't you call me back? was it something that i said? am i'm not good looking enough for you? am i not educated enough? please tell me why you won't call me back?" one word : DESPERATION!
guys please stop it! i'm not all that. we only had one phone conversation! i'll call you when i feel like talking to you. i might be in my "i don't feel like talking to anyone" phase. just leave one voice message (2 at the most) and if she don't call you back.. charge it to the game. i mean dayum! ~end of vent~

have a blessed weekend everyone!

DAMN!!

so a weeks ago, i go to work only to discover that someone at my job died (i only work weekends so i'm kinda out the loop). it was some guy named "mes". i have no idea who he was but i'm thinking its probably one of the older guys and he died of cancer or heart attack. well this past weekend i goto work and they have a his obituary on the table in the breakroom. i see his picture and i recognize the guy. yall, he was such a nice guy!!! he was about 50 years old from ethiopia and he was a nice quiet guy. i didn't know him that well, but i do know that if i needed help he was always helpful. more than what i can say about those other lazy azz coworkers who don't do shyt all day, sittin there twirlin their damn thumbs while others pickin up their slack....okay let me get back on topic b4 i get pissed off. did i tell yall i hate my job. anyhoo, as i'm reading the obituary it said despite him being a calm person, its sad that he died so violently. now i'm thinking ..."damn what happened to him". i'm thinking it must've been a bad car accident or somethin. i asked my other coworker what happened to him and they look at me like "you don't know". they proceed to tell me that his roommate killed him, chopped him up, put the body pieces in the car, drove it to lithonia, georgia (mind you they stay off of buford hwy. ~40 mins away), and scattered the pieces by the road. some children found the body pieces while waiting at the school bus stop!

what in the hell is wrong with people today! not only that, but the roommate did something else with the head because he won't tell police where mes's head is. what kind of sick f&#k would do that? did mes forget to pay the gas bill? was it mes's turn to wash dished and he didn't do it? did mes borrow his roommates shirt without asking? i mean what could he have done to send his roommate over the edge like that!

the manager at my job thought it was strange that mes didn't come to work 2 days in a row without calling or something. our manager went to mes's house to check on him and was greeted by police. now i don't know about yall, but if i didn't show up to work for 2 days, i know for damn sure my manager would not come and check on me. also, i think i've pulled some stunts like that b4, noone blinked an eye. lol. my company actuall paided for the funeral and memorial services which i thought was very nice of them to do. his body is going to be sent back to ethiopia to his family. he really didn't deserve to die like that. i could see if he was an azzhole or was an mean-spirited person. now i don't think anyone has the right to take someone else's life, but i can understand why someone would. take rapper eminem's friend. he killed some dude over some "i just don't like him" bullshyt, and a week later he was murdered. now killing him was not the right thing to do, but i certainly understand. i call it "karma". mes was such a nice quiet, calm dude. his roommate didn't have to do him like that...i mean.. .damn!

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