i need an ugly boo.

seriously! ugly guys will treat a woman like a queen. the better looking the dude, the less he will do for a woman. now when i mean "do for a woman", i'm not talking about materialistic things like buying her stuff or taking her out to expensive dinners, i'm just talking about making her feel special. thats all most women want is to feel special every once in a while. ok, i know you guys are looking at the screen like .."she must be bitter", and maybe i am a little bit. if you have been keeping up with my blogs, you will know there was a guy i was really diggin for a minute. we have been talking and just getting to know each other for about a month now. well, we finally went out on that date friday and everything was great. the movie was good, food was good, and we had fun. there was only one little incident that happened that night that kinda turned me off about him. i would tell you what he did, but i gotta go to class in about 10 minutes and i'm just not in the mood to type it up. anywayz, saturday i told him it kinda bothered me and i that i'm not trying to make a big deal about it, but it was rude and disrespectful to me and not to do it anymore. i didn't yell at him or get an attitude, but i said it in a very pleasant way. he apologized or whateva, but i could sense a little attitude. we changed topic and talked about something else and i wasn't going to bring up the incident anymore.

well, now here it is monday afternoon, and i haven't heard from him since. we normally talk everyday and 95% of the time when i call him, he answers the phone. i called him sunday at about 1pm to see how he was, no answer. that weird, but i'm thinking he's at church. by 8pm, he still didn't return my phone call. i called back at 8pm to talk to him, still no answer. this is looking mighty suspecious. i'm starting to get the hint. we had one little disagreement and now the punk ain't talking to me anymore. aint' that a bytch! that was all it took for him not to talk to me anymore! here i'm thinking that he was a "potential boyfriend" and all it took was one misunderstanding for him to drop me like a bad habit. thats wild. i hate to admit it, but my feelings are a little hurt. well at least i know where i stand. why can't i just meet one cute dude who has a great personalitly and treats me with respect. thats all i want. maybe this is a sign from God saying, "you need to focus on school and not these sorry dudes". *sigh* well yall, i gotta go to class now. be blessed.

Stressful Week!

i know its been a good minute since i have written a blog. this week has been so stressful and i thank God its friday! i had a midterm and a final this week. i had to also turn in a lab notebook and microscopic drawings. i got no sleep this week trying to get all my stuff done and study for the tests. but enough about school, lets talk about my nonexistant personal life. lol. naw, i'm just joking. i still talk to the dude that i like and we are still cool. we are going to kick it all day today and take in a movie, "diary of a mad black woman", and go out to eat. i really do like him and i know i said he probably got a lot of girls, but i don't believe that now. the more we talk, the more i like him and am really starting to get to know him. this whole taking it slow and really getting to know the person is cool. i recommend it to everyone. this weekend i am just going to relax and sleep and be a lazy bum. lol. unfortunately, on sunday, i will have to start doing research on my speech and my final for next week. will the work ever end!! this is what i get for going back to school. lol. oh well, i'm about to get dressed now and get something to eat because i'm starving! be blessed!

Valentine's Day SUCKS!

oh no,, the countdown has begun to Valentine's Day! its the most dreaded day for a single female. once again i will be sitting at the house eating chocolate ice cream and watching "waiting to exhale". if i really wanted to, i could find some sucker to take me out for valentine's day, but that wouldn't be fair to him. i want to go out with a guy i actually like. you might recall last weekend i had a hot date with this cutie. we are still cool. i'm pretty sure he will be taking out one of his women out on a date come monday. so now i officially have no "potentials". the other guy i threw into the "just friends" category still calls me everyday. too bad i don't like him. his personality sucks! when he calls, most of the time i don't answer. hopefully, he'll get tired of my bullsh*t and stop calling me. i know y'all think i'm being shady, but i don't mean to. he is just way too immature. he needs to date a 17 or 18 year old who he can relate to. well i hope you guys have a better valentine's day than i will have. be blessed. :-)

bad date/ good date

okay i know is superbowl sunday but who cares... the falcons didn't make it so i could give a rat's azz who wins. now on to the dirt of the day. friday afternoon and saturday afternoon, i had 2 dates. one ended up being a disappointment and the other turned out to be a lovely surprise. the date on friday was a with a guy i met online. i saw his picture and he looked really cute. he was a little younger than me, but i said what the heck. when i opened the door, i knew it wasn't a love match. he definitely looked better in the picture but his personality annoyed the hell out of me. i was hoping he wouldn't like me, but when he tried to hold my hands in the movies, i knew he must have a little bit. he definitely has officially gone into the "just friends" category.

i had a date saturday afternoon. he seemed like a cool guy on the phone, but i figured he was a waste of time. i almost cancelled the date because i was watching a good movie "trois 3: the escort" (it was okay, but trois 1 & 2 were better). i decided to go anywayz since he lived right around the corner. when i opened the door, i was pleasantly surprised! he was alot cuter than i remembered. we went to stone mountain park and just walked around and talked. i really got to know more about him and liked him more the more we talked. he is the first guy in a long time i could see as "potential". the only thing is i don't know how he feels about me. he did call me later on saturday night so i guess thats a good sign. we talked a little bit today, but i just don't know. i'm not going to get my hopes up because guys are too confusing. i think he's probably dating a whole lot of females. oh well, i'm not going to worry about it. if its meant to be, it will be. okay i'm finished rambling. i know yall got a superbowl party to get to. 1luv