ahhh, ain't that sweet.

so yesterday i'm at work bored as usual, and me and my fellow coworkers start talking about relationships and such. one of my coworkers started tellling us about her boyfriend of 2 years. when she first met him, she wasn't interested in him at all, but she game him the number anyway (you know how us women do.lol). so he calls her and they become friends. after about 8 months of friendship he tells her how he feels about her and that he wants to make him his woman. unfortunately, she said "no" and they stopped talking. a month goes by, and they become cool again. she goes out of town for 2 weeks and don't you know this dude sends her a SEVEN PAGE LETTER telling her how he feels about her. now, i don't know about yall...but i can barely write a 1 page book report let alone a 7 page letter about how i feel about some dude. anyhoo, she starts crying and realize what a great guy he is and they been together ever since. i just thought that was sooo cute. which brings me to my next point...

have you ever look back and realize that you let a good guy or girl get away? i remember being 21 in college and i met this cute dude. he was 6'8, thick, and light skin. yall, this dude was crazy about me! i could never understand how a tall dude like that would be so crazy about a 5'2 petite cutey like myself. lol. if you were walking down the street, you would be scared of this dude because he was so big and tall and scary looking, but he probably was the most romantic, sweetest guy i ever met! he would always write me love poems everytime we were together. yall, i straight took that dude for granted. i was still trying to do my mack thing and holla at other dudes. when my birthday came around, he even made me this beautiful bracelet from something his grandma gave him. now i know yall are laughing right about now, but honestly i would rather a dude make me something from scratch then to buy me some expensive gift. it takes more time and heart to make something for someone than to run out to the mall and buy them some gift you bought 10 minutes b4 u were to give it to them.

that was definitely a good guy i let get away. i was just young and silly back then. i probably will never meet a guy like that again. i hope he found a nice girl that appreciates him. but u know what they say, you never know what u got until its gone. ummm..thats so true. thats all for now. be blessed.

sup?

whats up everyone? well here i am chillin on my day off so i figured this is the best time to blog. the fall semester is finally coming to a close. finals are about 3 weeks away so its really time for me to be on point with it. i'm ashamed to say my grades are not up to par. i have a C in my microbiolgy lecture class and in my lab class. one half of me is really sad because i know i could've done better, but the other side doesn't care as long as i pass my freakin classes. lol. this is the last prerequisite class to the nursing program. matter of fact, i got some homework to catch up on today.

anyhoo, in other news, i have to take a CPR class on saturday from 9am- 1:30pm. the first time i get a saturday day off from work in months and i still gotta wake up early. those are the breaks i guess. i have to take this class before i can start the nursing program in january. now all i have left to do is get a physical and i'll be already to start school in january. i'm so excited and nervous about nursing. we will see how it goes.

oh, i almost forgot to update yall about the pizza place situation in my last post. well, i gotta admit chicago style pizza is really good, however, i'm still partial to my pizza hut. lol. and wouldn't you know i ate some leftover chicago style pizza the next day and felt like i was going to puke at any moment. luckily i didn't. my friend thinks my stomach just wasn't used to the sauce but i think it was that i put it in the microwave for 2 minutes and that cheese was just "yuck". who really knows what it was...oh well.

Countdown to the day i quit my job: TWO WEEKS **doing the running man** lol

be blessed!

chillin on my day off.

hey yall. i'm back in effect! lol. i feel alot better today and more like my regular self. i've been off of work for 2 days now and it feels good to sleep in and have nothing to do. the only problem is that by 9:30am i am wide awake looking at the wall. lol. i'm so used to waking up at 6am to get ready for work i can't sleep in like i want to. oh well.

just got paid friday night, party jumpin feel so right!!! yep, got paid today **doing the cabbage patch**. i really want to buy kirk franklin's new cd and maybe an ol skool cd like freddie jackson's greatest hits. i'm such a tight wad.

the only thing i'm doing today is going to nancy's pizzaria with a good friend of mine. pizza hut is my favorite pizza place but my friend swears that nancy's has the best pizza. we'll see. anyhoo, holla at yall later. be blessed.

have you ever...

have you ever had one of those days where you just feel sad and you don't know why? i guess today is my day. i'm depressed and i don't know why. i mean it could be the fact that its that time of the month ( i know that was TMI). for some reason i keep thinking if i was to disappear off the face of the earth today that no one would care. i know thats not true because i have a very close family unit, but i feel so alone in the world right now. thats funny because i'm a self-proclaim loner. i hate doing the clique thing and always pretty much move to the beat of a different drummer. i'm sitting here listening to one of my old isley brothers cds right now and getting teary-eyed. why, you might ask? i have no clue. i think its the hormones taking over. oh well, didn't mean to depress you guys out there. hopefully next time i will be in a better mood. and this too shall pass.... be blessed.

its Friday finally!

hey yall. i guess i really haven't been keepin up with this thing like i said i would. the update on me is that i'm still happily single. i am dreadfully scared of marriage so that won't be going down anytime soon. PET PEEVE ALERT: why is it when a guy tries to holla at you and you say "no, i'm not interested", he thinks you're an angry black woman and that you're taking out your anger on your ex ..on to him. the fact is bruh, YOU JUST AIN'T CUTE. i hate to sound mean but thats all it boils down to. its really not that complicated.

just found out that my homegirl is 4 months pregnant. congrats L-dawg!

i am still in school and working. man my little parttime job is trying to work me to death!! i'm only a parttime employee, however, they still continue to give me fulltime hours. why didn't anyone tell me if you are too available they gonna give you all these damn hours! anyhoo...i'm concerned about my grades in microbiology. my teacher doesn't really teach. he's a nice person but he kinda just gets in front of class and wings it. that wouldn't be a problem if his tests were the same way. NOPE! this fool got the nerve to go all into details on the test! i'm sittin there like i know he didn't go this deep when he be wingin his lecture. i guess i gotta teach myself. yall pray for me. oh yeah, i forgot to say that i am 26 years old as of oct 29th. i just keep thinking i'm about to be 30 soon. ewwww thats scary! i didn't do anything special. my dad just took me out to dinner and i proceeded to study for my micro test.

anyhoo...thats all i gotta say for now. be blessed.